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Author Topic: Darkness Upon my Voids.  (Read 4030 times)

Kyubi Kitsune

Darkness Upon my Voids.
« on: Aug 21 2007, 05:42 PM »
I should've posted it here....but......I have terrible Deja Vu. I usually never dream......

But lately....I have had an odd dream......it rarely changes.....

I would like to describe it......in detail.

It is in first person. I walk out of a dark tunnel. Beyond lies a sky of red, blood red. The clouds are dark and scarce. Upon the horizon, I see death and destruction. Cities in ruin. Screams of agony, pain, and torture. It is a world of death....

Dark figures walk among the rubble.......slouching and bubbling....

Then...........it fades out after what seems an eternity. A dark...fanged face appears.......calling my name and speaking in some unrecognizable language........
« Last Edit: Aug 22 2007, 08:02 PM by Kyubi Kitsune »

PinkIchigo

Darkness Upon my Voids.
« Reply #1 on: Aug 22 2007, 02:20 PM »
:o Do you think it means something?!!! lol.

Kyubi Kitsune

Darkness Upon my Voids.
« Reply #2 on: Aug 22 2007, 04:38 PM »
I dunno. I have it at least once a month....but this month I've had it every other night.

PinkIchigo

Darkness Upon my Voids.
« Reply #3 on: Aug 23 2007, 07:40 PM »
That is strange. I don't ever remember having the same dream more than once. I don't know your philosophy on repetitive dreaming, but maybe there is something that has been bothering you lately that you need to take care of. But like I said, nothing like that has happened to me in my dreams.

Kyubi Kitsune

Darkness Upon my Voids.
« Reply #4 on: Aug 23 2007, 08:04 PM »
I am looking into it more. I will observe it more when I have it again. I posted the same basic topic in the Spiritual Forum, and I said I'd avoid it....but I want to see if I can defeat it.

The Light

Darkness Upon my Voids.
« Reply #5 on: Aug 24 2007, 09:50 PM »
Unlike most people who'll tell you that darkness is entirely bad I personally beg to differ.  I have my own views on that subject but that's not what I'm posting about.

It seems like to me that this dream is of some significance if it keeps reoccurring.  Rather than "defeat it" attempt to understand it first.  If it's happening more often this month whatever it is that's attempting to tell you something must be getting more desperate.  That's my take on it but in the end it's up to you to figure this out.

Kyubi Kitsune

Darkness Upon my Voids.
« Reply #6 on: Aug 29 2007, 07:49 PM »
Every day.......something seems to be trying to control me....

I keep getting this destructive feeling......to destroy and recreate.......

I'm thinking this dream is somehow connected......

I want to kill....but I am restraining myself......I want to eliminate....but I am continuously trying not to....

Gah!

This feeling! It burns!

Elmind

Darkness Upon my Voids.
« Reply #7 on: Aug 30 2007, 10:39 AM »
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Every day.......something seems to be trying to control me....

I keep getting this destructive feeling......to destroy and recreate.......

I'm thinking this dream is somehow connected......

I want to kill....but I am restraining myself......I want to eliminate....but I am continuously trying not to....

Gah!

This feeling! It burns!
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You're not alone... I know how that is... I had a dream sometime ago and, in that dream, I became a black Yama-inu (A dog-wolf bakemono) and brutally murdered someone... Find me in MSN and let's talk a little, maybe that'll help you to feel better...

The Light

Darkness Upon my Voids.
« Reply #8 on: Aug 31 2007, 09:11 PM »
Interesting.  I believe I've felt the same thing before but not quite as . . . intense I suppose.  It makes me wonder how many people I'd have killed by now had I given in.

I'd love to help you but you're not giving us much to go on.  What do you mean by it burns?

Kyubi Kitsune

Darkness Upon my Voids.
« Reply #9 on: Sep 01 2007, 03:16 PM »
It's like an acidic hiss through my mind.....even in the deepest recesses.....

Then it forms an image of that fanged face, which seems to vanish and return....

It takes hold of me......takes me into an eternal fire and pain.

The pain lingers, burns, leaves holes where-ever it goes. Forms memories of torture and sorrow.

It lingers. Continuously ravaging me. I loss consciencness of myself. Then I reappear, unskaved and uninjured.

So odd...

Elmind

Darkness Upon my Voids.
« Reply #10 on: Sep 01 2007, 03:23 PM »
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It's like an acidic hiss through my mind.....even in the deepest recesses.....

Then it forms an image of that fanged face, which seems to vanish and return....

It takes hold of me......takes me into an eternal fire and pain.

The pain lingers, burns, leaves holes where-ever it goes. Forms memories of torture and sorrow.

It lingers. Continuously ravaging me. I loss consciencness of myself. Then I reappear, unskaved and uninjured.

So odd...
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Almost like me...

Kyubi Kitsune

Darkness Upon my Voids.
« Reply #11 on: Sep 16 2007, 12:05 PM »
I saw it again two nights ago. I saw a vast field of flames, nothing more than an apocolypic mayham within the vast reaches of my mind....

It calls...

Elmind

Darkness Upon my Voids.
« Reply #12 on: Sep 24 2007, 09:32 PM »
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I saw it again two nights ago. I saw a vast field of flames, nothing more than an apocolypic mayham within the vast reaches of my mind....

It calls...
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Would you like to talk to me on MSN about that?

Kyubi Kitsune

Darkness Upon my Voids.
« Reply #13 on: Sep 28 2007, 08:57 PM »
I can. I have AIM. So we should be able to talk.

I am shergm on it.