On to the point of lies theres a certain quote i once heard that can some up the damage it can do. "Trust is something that takes years to build yet Suspition (not proof) can break it within days."
Onto Suicide, as has been said Suicide is the cowards way of getting out of things. If i have suicidle style problems i deal with them head on, i dont run with my tail tucked between my legs. If im going to die i woul dprefer to die fighting for what i beleive in, or for someone close to me. If not die peacefully with the knowladge that i led a good life.
Mircea a slight bone to pick with you. Everything you have said here is incredably wise, and im sure everyone whos read it have thought about it and understood it except one person. Yourself, For all the things that you have said and the knowladge you have shown us here..why are you in the state that you are?
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OK... So about the suicide thing just a few words - the fact that it is the way of the coward and somehow a dishonour... well it is true but I dun want to say it like this because I know it could make weak people also feel miserable and worse and I dun want that. People who want to kill themselves only and only need help. If I am to ask a favour now to whoever reads this, please, never go on them like "You weak person you are a dishonour stay up and face everything" its not good :( they just need help and friends.
Now about me... it felt very nice when I've read someone thinks what I said is so important ^^. The reason why I post so much information from what I gathered myself mostly is because I want to know more about it and I realise that it is important for some and I want to help as much as I can. I was actually starting to be afraid I'm becoming annoying by posting all the time and never keeping my mouth shut and alwais talking about everything. And I can't hide the fact I sometimes feel like acting smart because I know about it and I dun like myself for it but at least it helps people and that's all that matters. And just to let you know for the moment this is the only forum I go on because I dont want to go to any places (neither net or reality) where people dont know and believe I am a furry spirit (in reality, I dunno any but oh well...).
As for the state that I'm in (and yeah a nasty one too)... some allready know. The only reason I am like this, and it's not because of being afraid about schools jobs and money and stupid things like these, not because of crying over some girl like most do (hellz I never ever liked humans anywayz xD) the only reason is the one that I want to be sure that I am a furry spirit and that I'll stay like this forever. Then its also because I'm sick of staying in this stupid world of year 2006 in a stupid apartment with stupid humans and have my mind poisoned with all that stuff... I only wish I was more into it then what I know and feel, for now what I feel and you guys over the internet are the only thing I have, the rest is just this jail. It prolly sounds strange for those who dun allready know how its like to be like this just because of willing to be sure you're the kind of spirit you want to be (and about what I personally told people about the killing yourself thing, add the saying "Do what the priest tells you not what he does")
Well u probably know if you've read my topic in the ranting forum... sorry for the lenghty post.
Anywayz back on topic I dun wanna ruin the topic with this i allready talk about it way too much because I can't keep my mouth shut :P