k, this isn't too recent but it's not old either..
lately i've been having ( and it started about late summer) the most freaky dreams ever.. this happens about every other night or so and I think the meanings about them are quite symbolic sometimes I write them down, others I might have forgotton- anyhoo, I'll tell two I had.  one  I had last monday and the other (which was the second dream I ever had at that time) which was at the start of that.. BTW, don't ever think I may've "left" or just have abondoned the rest of all of you who talk at this website- I come every once and a while and watch you.. it's a little creepy but it's an easier way to see what all of you are talking about at the moment ^ ^. another thing is that i've noticed also that I've began to have nightmares also.. they are nightmares, but they never progress far enough to make me freak out. I'll mention that one too

It was a kinda bright morning and it was weird because the town was being infested with flesh eating bugs. I was older, had a car 'n stuff but for some reason I always walked to work. I had to live in a tent in my backyard because the house was infested too. the only other safe place was my tent, and the office ( i had an office job) because of the bugs I had to quit work early so I went back to my tent. The sky became grey, and inside the tent was a counter and a stove. ( it was a big tent) so there was a counter on either side. I pulled a metal pot from the opposite side of the oven and was going to fix some ramen when halfway I was struck by lightening. what was weird was that I did feel it, every single bit of electricity surging through me- I never want to be struck by lightning again..

the other one was that It also was very early in the morning, and I went outside in the back yard and by the fence. ( we put up rocks to cover the holes in the fence, that explains why there are cement blocks there) I was looking around and I lifted up one of the cement blocks and pulled out a large turtle, like a gopher turtle. I took it into the kitchen and played with it on the floor. When I picked it up for the second time It scratched my hands and caused me to bleed. I put it back on the floor and ran into my living room, there I saw two terripen turtles ( like the ones you see in the river) both on their backs. in front of me the first one was the bigger one, and the one behind it was smaller. then my step dad came and yelled at me saying " hey what are you doing we could have made turtle soup!" that was basically the end of that one..

then there was the nightmare that I had. This, like all the others, took place early in the morning again. It was in an older school, whereas there was only the sunlight that lit up the halls and the rooms ( I never went into the rooms, all the doors were shut) I was dead but for some reason I was still attending school. the people couldn't see me ( I was also skipping one of my classes) one of my teachers caught me skipping ( in this case It was my super nice 2nd period teacher) and he started to yell at me like all hell broke loose. I went and hid myself crying at one end of an abandoned hallway.  It quickly progressed to night where I was going to go home in the tower ( at the time everyone lived in a big fancy hotel tower. shaped kinda like the space needle.)  I was looking for  my mom so I went into the barber shop where I knew she was before. she wasen't there. I was dressed in a nice kimono, but it would have been nice if it didn't look like it came out of a garbage can since it was worn and ragged, torn almost down to strips... the tower was REALLY tall! some man told me that my mom was dining at the tippy top floor under the balcony ( there was a balcony on top) which was a very fancy resturaunt. I took the elevator which was one of those elevators that you could see out of like a window as you go up. I pushed a button- there was a pole so I hung on, because the elevator began to move so fast that I was ( another strange reason that would never apply to physics) being forced up and had a hard time keeping my feet on the floor. it took me to the balcony so I pushed the button again. this time it took me to the bottom floor, but then the elevator was broken (it seemed)  I held on for dear life until it smoothly rested at the bottom floor. somehow I met my mother there, and he went back to our room.. and thats all.. I KNOW these must have some meaning no matter how weird.. I need help? gomen, I just don't know what to think right now..