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Fear....
« on: May 08 2007, 05:03 AM »
I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.

~Bene Gesserit teaching, Dune
I used to crawl in bed with mom and dad after I had a nightmare.... I don't anymore.. Sometimes I don't see why I don't, but hten I remember that I want to appear strong, like nothing is wrong... But then a dream comes along that really shakes me out of it...

Before I went to bed, I changed my DN (display name) and secondary header on MSN to "Rulers of Earth and those On High... /Protect me from myself.. I beg of you.. Please.." (Or something similar) because I've been having a warsong in my heart lately against those on the bus...

In my dream, I was on the bus going throughout the route, when I got on the bus, it looked pretty misty, but ina couple seconds it was a bit later in the morning and we were about a third through the route. There was a little kid and someone else sitting with me in the back.. there were the usuals sitting in the back and when we came to one of the stops (a house who's basement is haunted, as sworn by one of the guys, and he won't sleep down there) everything changed except scenery. The bus driver (who felt sort of like my mom) stopped at Candice's (that's the girl who lives there) and just sat there idly, Candice was already on the bus. I got out of the bus because there were some packages there that were for me, I just knew that.. I don't remember very well about them but when I got what was mine, I can't remember what was inside them well either, and got back on the bus, the little kid in my seat, i can't remember if it was a boy or girl, was munching on candy in my seat, I was amused, the little kid was cute, I had to say. I'm wanting to say she, but anyway, the kid asked me if I wanted to have some candy, but I said that I had already had some and it doesn't take much for me to get full. By that time, my bus driver took off a ways and seemed to be going on the normal route, but a little while later, Candice and her cousin Megan started rabbing my claimed sis Laura about her hair. At that time we were back at Candice's and there were two tins in plastic (I didn't take but one or two of hte packages earlier) and I was suddenly in a red car, I think it was a convertible Mustang, or something like that, it was a sort-of copy of one of my friends' car. I still had the bus in slight mind-frame, and it appeared as the bus but my old puppy, whom we gave away to my aunt and her boyfriend, Snow, was there. I asked if I could get the two tins and who was supposed to be my bus driver, Mrs. Sopko, said I could. When I got out of the car, there was a sudden slight fear inprint on me that I couldn't shake, although I told myself "Nothing bad will befall me" and then "Mrs. Sopko" told me to grab either a tool or a crowbar or something out of the trunk for the tins and I wasn't too thrilled about that, just slightly annoyed, but I went to get the tool, grumbling, when the imprint suddenly got stronger, though I still tried to shake it and said that I would be protected. I turned around and there it was.. coming up the gravel road. In real life, it would have been about... 10 feet tall, I'd say. I quickly forgot all that I said to try and help myself and ran back to teh side of the car and got in. I told my mom/Mrs. Sopko to quickly "Forward! Forward!" and we started, slowly, to go forward, then I saw Snow wanting to get in, I forgot that he was there, for a second I thought to leave him, then my heart got me and I said "Snow!" and we slowed down a bit more than we were and I pulled him in over from the driver side. That's when we sped up, then The Ugly Man (Buffy fans may recognize this, that's where his makeup came from.. I'll describe him in a bit.) suddenly appeared not too far ahead of us and we went in reverse then he appeared a ways behind us. About that time I woke myself up and just laid on the pull-out bed listening for any weird sounds that would make me shrink...

The Ugly Man in Buffy is about 7 feet tall, 7-8, very well-built (typical of a monster), his skin looks like it's been burned, his face is teh worse-off looking portion, and his left arm is a blunt club.

(BTW, Ugly Man is from the Nightmares episode...)

I register that the main reason that this came around is because of my anger... And I'm sure it's been that it's the end of hte year and I can't wait to get away from these idiots and the people I can't stand..... But... I rarely ever have fear seeming to be written on me.

Well... That's about it.. I'm not as scared anymore... considering it took me three hours to write this thing xD[/color]
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