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[10:22] <Elmind> someone here?
[10:35] <Elmind> hey, I need someone to talk
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[10:43] <Elmind> ?
[10:43] <Elmind> another me?!
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[12:37] <???> yo
[12:38] <???> how i managed to get 2 hours of sleep and it feeling longer than 2 hours, is beyond me
[12:47] <Elmind> ^_~
[12:47] <Elmind> how're u?
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[12:48] <???> hungry.
[12:48] <???> getting breakfast.
[12:48] <???> :p
[12:49] <Elmind> well, everything is okay here...
[12:50] <Elmind> Well, almost
[12:50] <Elmind> this night's dream beats me
[12:57] <???> ok..
[12:57] <Elmind> it wasn't weird as it always is...
[12:58] <Elmind> Yet, my memory is tearing the memory of that dream apart...
[12:58] <Elmind> So, I think I must tell now or never.
[12:59] <???> now
[12:59] <Elmind> I clearly remember of few things, like entering in a lake I never saw before...
[13:00] <Elmind> Once I entered, I turned into a light-gray fox-like being standing on its hind leg and I began to wash myself in that lake
[13:01] <Elmind> another part of that dream, I was out of that lake and was into a house, but with my true appearance (and cloths on)
[13:01] <Elmind> then a fat yet strong guy blasted a door with a punch. I tried to fight him for a reason I can't remember... My punches were nothing for him
[13:01] <Elmind> I backed off
[13:02] <Elmind> and went again toward him
[13:02] <Elmind> then my punches were strong enough to make him unable to react
[13:02] <Elmind> this is all I remember...
[13:04] <???> ah
[13:05] <Elmind> Yet, when I turned back into that being... I didn't worried about it
[13:05] <Elmind> it was like being normal...
[13:09] <Elmind> weird, no?
[13:09] <???> somewhat, yeah
[13:10] <Elmind> what you think it was?
[13:13] <???> If I had it, I would think it was strange.
[13:14] <Elmind> Yet, I thought like that...
Elmind Blacksky diz:"Diz", translated from portuguese to english, means "says".
ohyo, nee-chan!
??? diz:
hellos ^.^
Elmind Blacksky diz:
I had an interesting dream (finally!), but I'll tell you when I get done taking care of my cats
??? diz:
thats great ^^ so you actually had a dream after all these years?
Elmind Blacksky diz:
"thats great ^^ so you actually had a dream after all these years?"
Elmind Blacksky diz:
correction: weeks
??? diz:
you told me you never dreamed since you where young\
Elmind Blacksky diz:
yep, but I told once I rarely dream actualy
Elmind Blacksky diz:
well, to the dream: you remember that my dream "tears up" from one into another
??? diz:
no you didnt tell me that
Elmind Blacksky diz:
well, this one sorta came covering the other
Elmind Blacksky diz:
I didn't? ^~;; (got owned by lack of memory)
Elmind Blacksky diz:
*I got owned
??? diz:
=^^=
Elmind Blacksky diz:
well, in the dream I saw a tree with a thick cord with small ornaments was tied around a tree.
??? diz:
wait, firstly, do you dream in colour?
Elmind Blacksky diz:
I can't remember the name of the ornament itself
??? diz:
when you do?
Elmind Blacksky diz:
yup
Elmind Blacksky diz:
colorfuly, but gets restricted into less colors when it is purely based in reality
??? diz:
Yeah. I never dream in black and white like i heard most do
Elmind Blacksky diz:
then I was now even more close to that tree and I saw 9~12 white/gray foxes dancing around it
Elmind Blacksky diz:
looking carefuly, I saw one red fox with two tails.
??? diz:
^^
Elmind Blacksky diz:
I obviously found that the envrionment was japan
??? diz:
if you really dreamed someyhjing like that youre really lucky
??? diz:
*something
Elmind Blacksky diz:
Because I saw those onarments on pillars on Japan, probably of a shrine
Elmind Blacksky diz:
after that, it threw me into an ilusionary world
Elmind Blacksky diz:
I saw like I woke up and my mother already left home, but I truly woke up 20 or 30 seconds later
??? diz:
I only once remember a few months ago having a dream about being at another one of ym houses and seeing a big cat in white with black stripes staying on two paws and having at least 2 fox tails and he/she looked splendid. its the only dream of that sort i remember having thow
Elmind Blacksky diz:
wow
Elmind Blacksky diz:
the provider had an reboot
??? diz:
yeah i saw
??? diz:
^^
Elmind Blacksky diz:
well, as I said, basically that dream closes to that: an illusion perfectly made of the real world
Elmind Blacksky diz:
now I remember clearly that I had an illusion of the real world right after that dream I turned into a female gray fox
??? diz:
youre really lucky =^^=
Elmind Blacksky diz:
I feel I am! ^^
??? diz:
yes
Elmind Blacksky diz:
I was talking with Samui yesterday and metioned I wan't to dream like that again and then
Elmind Blacksky diz:
I did! ^^
Elmind Blacksky diz:
well, I'll keep a log of this chat
??? diz:
and i would also advise you to post about this in the dreams session on kp
It is pretty confusing... I'm trying to make my mother pay me a regression therapy...[snapback]31415[/snapback]
Maybe the story that is in my mind is my past life... I need to know anything that can fit in the puzzle... It is getting worse and worse every day I can't figure something out... The sadness takes over most of the time... The sudden cold wave inside my body is happening more and more... It hurts... Not knowing who I was... Who I am... What I am... It is terrible...[snapback]31426[/snapback]
Okay, weirdness reached the max... Remember the samurai thing? Yes, it gets worse with me at the night and with certain musics that somehow remembers me that sadness... Last night I was sleeping with my MP3 Player in loop with a lot of songs, but, whenever the musics below were played, I felt like I couldn't breath, like someone had slit my throat, and I could visualize the sad ending of that story. I found the samurai had long hair, around at his waist, was slim but yet strong and he was wearing a dark kimono (I can't recall the color).
The musics were:
Evanescence - Bring me to life
Evanescence - Going Under
Linkin Park - In the End
In going under's case, it was toward the end of the music.[snapback]31955[/snapback]