Every day.......something seems to be trying to control me....
I keep getting this destructive feeling......to destroy and recreate.......
I'm thinking this dream is somehow connected......
I want to kill....but I am restraining myself......I want to eliminate....but I am continuously trying not to....
Gah!
This feeling! It burns!
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You're not alone... I know how that is... I had a dream sometime ago and, in that dream, I became a black Yama-inu (A dog-wolf bakemono) and brutally murdered someone... Find me in MSN and let's talk a little, maybe that'll help you to feel better...
It's like an acidic hiss through my mind.....even in the deepest recesses.....
Then it forms an image of that fanged face, which seems to vanish and return....
It takes hold of me......takes me into an eternal fire and pain.
The pain lingers, burns, leaves holes where-ever it goes. Forms memories of torture and sorrow.
It lingers. Continuously ravaging me. I loss consciencness of myself. Then I reappear, unskaved and uninjured.
So odd...
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Almost like me...
I saw it again two nights ago. I saw a vast field of flames, nothing more than an apocolypic mayham within the vast reaches of my mind....
It calls...
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Would you like to talk to me on MSN about that?