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Author Topic: My Poems  (Read 4726 times)

Evanescence

My Poems
« on: Oct 18 2004, 06:38 PM »
"Lies"

I lost my friends to the
(Lies, lies, lies)
I lost my family to the
(Lies, lies, lies)
I lost my love to the
(Lies, lies, lies)
I lost myself to the
(Lies, lies, lies)

Lies, lies, lies
(Who likes 'em?)
Lies, lies, lies
(Who needs 'em?)
All they do,
All they cause,
Is one after another
Lies, lies, lies

Broken hearts,
Broken trust,
All because of the
(Lies, lies, lies)
Lost souls,
Lost friends,
All because of the
(Lies, lies, lies)

Lies, lies, lies
(Who likes 'em?)
Lies, lies, lies
(Who needs 'em?)
All they do,
All they cause,
Is one after another
Lies, lies, lies

"They Say"

I hear you've changed
(That's what they say)
I hear that you broke up with her
(That's what they say)
I hear your mom died
(I'm sorry, but that's what they say)
I hear you lost your job
(I'm sorry, but that's what they say)

They say you're mean
(Is it true?)
They say you're suicidal
(Is it true?)
They say this and they say that
But is it really true?
(How can we trust them?)
(How can we trust ourselves?)

I hear your dad's remarrying
(That's what they say)
I hear your brother's living with you
(That's what they say)
I hear your sister had sex with that gang member
(I'm sorry, but that's what they say)
I hear you're gonna kill everyone
(I'm sorry, but that's what they say)

They say that you're mean
(Is it true?)
They say that you're suicidal
(Is it true?)
They say this and they say that
But is it really true?
(How can we trust them?)
(How can we trust ourselves?)

"My Twelve Traits"

Dying,
Burning,
Bleeding,
Screaming,
Deceiving,
Killing,
Lying,
Crying,
Hurting,
Bitching,
Whining,
Complaining
-my twelve traits

"Just Go Away"

I keep hearing these voices in my head,
I keep hearing those sounds outside my door
Don't you hear them?
Don't you care?
(Just go away)

I don't want your company,
I don't want your advice
Life is a bitch,
And you are a whore
(Just go away)

If you're not the one to heal my tears,
Then I don't want you here
I don't have time for your problems,
And you don't have time for me
(Just go away)

I hear your whispers,
But you don't hear my screams
You're too busy with your bitchy son,
And I'm too busy with suicide, hon
(Just go away)

"Gone"

She's gone now
She can't save me
She's left me to die
She moved away - why?
Why couldn't she stay?
I prayed and prayed
That this pain would have been taken away
But no - it's not
The anger and hate burning red hot
The evil within me

She's out of my reach; I can't see her anymore
Can't talk to her
Can't see inside my core
All the pain
All the anger
All the hate
For you see, she's gone now
And this, I vow:
Suicide is a must
There's no one I can trust
Now that she's gone

"Pain"

He never took it seriously
Always joking about it
About my abnormality
To talk to walls and teddy bears
Because I'm not normal
Because I'm suicidal
Because I'm losing touch with reality
Someone please help me
Someone please save me
Before I regret it
Before I kill myself over it

When his computer broke down
He whined and complained,
Bitched and attentioned-whored over it
He said that he was depressed over his computer
And I thought, "You don't know the meaning of depression!"
Someone please help me
Someone please save me
Wait, I forgot:
No one cares

"Suicide"

One step closer and I'll
Shoot myself
One step closer and I'll
Stab myself
One step closer and I'll
Hang myself
One step closer and I'll
Kill myself

I need to bleed it all away
(Suicide)
My heart is filled with hurt
(Suicide)
I hate you all; you don't deserve to live here
(Suicide)
So just get the hell away from me
(Suicide)

I'm not your slave,
I'm not your bitch
You thought you were helping me
(Well you were wrong!)
You thought it was best for me
(Well you were wrong!)
You'd better leave me alone
Before I kill you all

I need to bleed it all away
(Suicide)
My heart is filled with hurt
(Suicide)
I hate you all; you don't deserve to live here
(Suicide)
So just get the hell away from me
(Suicide)

That is all for now. More later when I get some ideas.

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My Poems
« Reply #1 on: Oct 19 2004, 08:30 PM »
i like the lies one the suicdie one scares me
« Last Edit: Oct 19 2004, 08:31 PM by DJ sonic »

Evanescence

My Poems
« Reply #2 on: Oct 22 2004, 06:58 PM »
"Time"

Time
It slips through my fingers like
Sand at the beach
Snow at the mountains
Ashes at the volcanoes
Before you know it,
It's too late
Friends are gone,
Family are gone,
You are gone
With nothing left but memories,
Will you run, run and run to catch it?
Or will it leave you behind,
Stranded,
Forgotten,
Abandoned

Time